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I have this feeling, in the pit of my stomache, and I don’t know what it is.
Is it depression? Is it love lost?
Is it the fire that once burned that is now smoldering?
Is it me suffocating, because you are my air and now I can’t breathe without you?
Is it the haunting feeling of living with the ghost of that which I once had?
Am I a bad person? Is there something wrong with me?
What happened? What happened to us?
Why did I lose you?
Why won’t this feeling go away? It hurts. It burns.
It squeezes me and suffocates me until I feel dead.
What is it? Does anybody know? I don’t.
I just want it to stop. Make it go away.
It’s slowly killing me, draining the life out of me.
She is so happy without me, and I am so lost without her.
She was my angel. My life. My being.
Now she is gone and I am left with just memories.
Memories that haunt my dreams. Memories that plague me.
They hurt worse than losing her. I remember what I had and what I lost.
It’s like salt on an open wound.
My heart stings a little more with each passing day.
I cry. I weep. I justify. I reason. I rationlize. I panic.
She was like oxygen. I didn’t realize how important she was until I didn’t have her anymore.
Now my breath grows short. I am running out of air.
Breathe David. Breathe.
You’ll be OK.
Will I? Maybe.
I just want her back. I’d give anything.
So much regret. So much pain and misery caused.
I am a bad person. Now I am serving my penance.
What can I do to win her back? Is it even possible? I do not know.
I just want her back in my life. No. More than that. I need her.
I crave her. I long for her. I ache for her. I am a Yin without a Yang.
I am Jesus without God. I am Adam without Eve. I am Romeo without Juliet.
I am incomplete. I am a shell, empty and barren.
I hope she still remembers me. I hope that she has not forgotten.
All I can do is hope and pray that one day, she will change her mind.
These are the woes of a broken man, with his heart dangling preciously by a string.
Only she can save me. Will she hear my call? My desperate cry for help?
Only God knows now. Please help me, oh God. Please show me the way.
I need you. I want you. Save me from myself.
I know I posted this like 3 days ago but I’m still laughing.
(via luvina)
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